Somedays I hate life. I do not understand why things do not work out for me. I am the type of person where nothing ever comes easily... And I have so many people in my life that never have to worry about that. They can say... "My name is so and so and things always work out in my favor." You may think I am exaggerating but if you really analyzed the past 5 years of my life it has been multiple struggles. Many of them minor but occurring frequently. For once, I would love something positive and easy to happen.
These past 6 months have been rough. Very rough. I have become exhausted dealing with these daily occurrences. When I start to think that things are about to take a turn around for the best, the opposite occurs leaving me stranded all alone. No wonder why people to turn to a God figure... so they don't feel so alone. It gives them someone to talk too, and gives them a sense of hope. For me, I rely on medication.
