Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Prime Target

My life is full of things to be appreciative of yet all the negativity, that I am uncontrollably surrounded in, restricts me from being able to feel any appreciation. I feel like my life is a never ending circle fulfilled with heart aches and life lessons. 


I am handcuffed to this negativity and the key is yet to be found. I have tried so hard to figure out a way to release myself. Then there are those moments where I believe I think I have found the way out but I end up getting slapped in the face.


These handcuffs also make me a prime target for depression and anxiety to make their appearances. I have no way to win the fight against them since I am locked up. I have become a victim of their symptoms. I have become someone trying to survive the fight yet I become tired of trying so hard. Occasionally, I give up and let them take the best of me. 


I am constantly looking towards the future dreaming of the time I find the key and the fight becomes easy.