For one day I would love to feel in place. Like I belong. As I look back I cannot remember the last time I felt whole. There's always something missing. I keep waiting around for it to come. It hasn't yet. How do I fill in this missing void? My warmth has turned into cold. My love has turned into bitterness. My positivity has turned into negativity. I become more drained every passing day.
I would love to go out and experience life. However, I am held back because of uncontrollable tiredness. The sad thing is... I cannot imagine living a few more years feeling this way. Let alone years. Day by day is hard enough. Not sure when this ends, but more so I wish it just would.
